I'm 30!!

Uggghhh. I guess it's not that bad. After having a mini melt down of sorts because of what little I feel I've accomplished in 3 long decades, I decided that I've been living a 30's life for quite some time, why deny it? I am in fact married, have 3 kids, a mortgage.....and the true indicator......a blasted mini-van.
Do you ever fell like you have to re-evaluate your expectations? Having kids taught me that really quick, notably my first kid. When I was in my late teens/early twenties I pretty much thought I would have life completely figured out and perhaps be a rocket scientist or win a Pulitzer by the time I was 30......because that would be a lifetime away. Well here I am 30 yrs of age with no awards in my empty trophy case, just a mini van and crushed cheerios under my table. I guess it is yet again time to re-evaluate a few things.
I've finally decided that life flies by fast and if you don't stop to enjoy it once in a blue moon, you are going to miss life itself. That official awards and accolades are just things that get shoved into a scrapbook or left on a shelf to form dust. What I really want is to love my life, awards or not. I want to realize every day that what I have is better and that comes in the form of hugs, slimy kisses and I love you's on post-its. Here are my 5 goals to make that happen in my 30th year:
1. Enjoy every bit of Max as much as Christie Parrish does.
2. Don't rush the baby phase with Sadie. With my other two I was always looking forward and thinking yeah he's sitting, but when will he crawl.
3. Spend more time with Jackson and less time cleaning and trying to be perfect because he's probably a little neglected these days.
4. Give John a break (every now and then) :0) He's starting school this week and will probably need a little slack.
5. Stop worrying so much about this extra baby weight....no more grabbing my baby rolls, or wincing when I pass a mirror.
If I can do this, I'll buy myself my own shiny trophy for my next b-day, but by that point I probably won't want one!